You Again

I haven't written of you in a while, but you are once again in my mind. I thought I saw you once, but I was wrong. It only looked like you from afar. Once I moved closer, I realized I had hoped so much for it to be you, that I ignored all signs that told me it couldn't be. Now I'm back at that place, between awkward and unsure. I will be back to normal soon enough, but you always seem to leave me spinning, even if it is just the idea of you. You've been showing up in my dreams again. I wish that wasn't the only way we ran into each other anymore.

Beautiful day outside. Feeling much better. What a good day for daydreaming.